No
great artist ever sees things as they really are. If he did, he would cease to
be an artist. Oscar Wilde
I’m a queer man making queer
paintings in a post-gay art world. I’m at the crossroads of the
heterosexulaization of gay culture. Assimilation can dampen identity as much as
diversity can intensify it by highlighting differences; the shift of society to
integrate gay culture signifies losing something while at the same time we gain
something. There is a cost for having a more homogeneous art world, a blandness
that feels very dry.
I revel in making paintings that
are self-reflective with an absurd narration.
The paintings share a surreal staging with a modernist sensibility. I am synthesizing and alternating between
abstraction and a cartoony comic queer figuration. All the works encompass a range
of different concepts. They share in an acceptance of queerness in the
realistic world. The dualism within the
paintings contributes something unusual that is secondary to the paintings but
something they couldn’t exist without, most of the elements are based on some
sort of reality. The paintings deal with
a restrained fantastical flamboyance without breaking all the representative
rules. The paintings treat the ordinary (think straight) and the extraordinary
(think queer) in a similar fashion.
The outcomes end up being more
real than fantasy, which gives a focus on the queerness of the world.